The Organization Man
One of my favorite books about the workplace is The Organization Man by William Whyte.
It was published in 1956 as the post WWII economic boom was taking place in America. Massive and iconic organizations became the dominant economic force in America and Whyte makes the case in the book that the collectivist ethic was supplanting individualism as a cultural force.
It's ironic that while we were fighting communism our corporations started to operate like mini-communist governments.
I love this book because it helped me understand why companies are the way they are and why they drive me crazy. Meetings, conformism, endless talk about getting buy-in and "socializing" new ideas, etc. Most importantly, it gave me permission to not fit in.
Today there are lots of influencer/personal development types that tell you to "follow your truth" and all that touchy feel stuff. But I never personally related to that. I'm more of a rational/analytical type.
So it was refreshing to learn that American work culture wasn't always oriented around the "organization man" from someone who researched and thought deeply about the subject.
You're not crazy for wanting to go 1099. Your company is crazy and is unconsciously trying to gaslight you into thinking you are.
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